the punishment

i can't tell how depressed i am.
i did something really wrong the day just passed away.
and i have no idea how to make up for it.
maybe the only thing that i can do is to write it down...
keep it in my mind
and promise it won't happen again...
or maybe i don't really understand
that sometimes you just can't get the second chance to recover it.
that's the punishment...
no matter how sorry you were.
even your heart was broken too...